tao ?

Nothing is ever really "good" or "bad".
its just infinitely endless.
The act of going "in and out", is very similar to the foetid smell of smearing shit on your face.
choking you, killing you, it "sulfurs" on you.
...its like a breathless abyss...
But nothing is ever really "good" or "bad".

( Harmony ).
.......Laot-se, my dear,
its just the hardest thing you have ever smoked.

please play me. touch and set my body free
sincrodestino
eternidad
vacio

photo de tina modotti en el photobucket

PHISE OX MERSE

Open yourself to Phise ox Merse free-mind religion. This is the religion of the Non-Ideal. It has no ideal such as "Jesus", "Alah" or whatever. It's a totally free religion; you are free to make your own statements and thoughts. This religion is different for every-one.

Some statements than me and my best friend made a.k.a. Open your mind to this religion if:

-you feel disappointed in something and feel like your destiny is to become lesbian/gay or a monk.
-you search for the power of the Universe with drugs, even though you will never understand the Universe.
-you are not intellectual, you just reached higher level of mind and meanings and you don't need to prove it.
-words are not the best way to express yourself, but you still like them and use them a lot.
-you search for minds - not bodies. But you still enjoy body pleasures.
-most of the time when you are surrounded by a lots of people your mind is just not there. It's chilling somewhere else and you feel so peaceful.
-you don't like explaining things because it's just impossible to explain everything. Explanations ruin the beauty of feelings.
-you believe everything that human beings ever created with their fantasies actually exists but just not here.
-you love being off. Sometimes people think that you are asleep, but you can hear everything, because you just lay with closed eyes and make no movements like for 20 minutes.
-you love observing surroundings. You see movies, listen to music, then express yourself by making art which doesn't need to look professional.
-you enjoy movements of people and transformation of nature.
-you do not hate, we are just agents.
-you know that human body has its end and it will eventually come. But you mind will live forever and reach other levels. That's why you are not aware of drugs - they don't kill.
-you have choice and you are not afraid of it.
Time is a line. We are a line. The line is not a line.

This religion was named (not created -because no one can create a religion-)(You just need to fit it in words) today - 10/02/10 - in Social Science Bullshit class at 12:45.
We just reached it on time.
And we don't do diets. We eat them. (alina i love you)

wait for me little sperma

im in this panic room,
a fantastic lucid dream.
In this silence, of peace and wisdom. My soul is running desperatly by a high way. I have no more thoughts of anything. I just think white and space. My voice is floating. And i have no more fears with my dualities.

Then again i felt identificated with this awesome fragment of the video "nam june paik- Wolf Vostell"


And between so many random stuff in my head, "SPERMS" was an invading word, which i cant take out. The fighting for life , that fightning for triumph and possession. That waking of life, in such a pretty and tiny way. The beginning of this virtual insane ilussion, the beginning of the most random act of living called LOVE.

decidir,fecundar,aceptar,recibir y dar.

we are us.

today, i felt vertigo.
i felt black birds
running out of my eyes.
my wings wish to explote,
my hands are bombs.
today, i felt vertigo
of not having you here.

by nanasong

ninfa zex

well, so i just have listened to Bjork´s amazing concert. I was listening to this song called " dull flame of desire" and suddenly i pictured in my mind all the things i want to do: i dont want to get married
i want to have my own child and grown him in a hippy way
ill study art, textil design, languages, theater.
i just dont want to be normal and dont want to get stucked like other people; always trying to reach some freedom..i actually want that freedom back.
ill live in a bluedoors house, probably alone, with my weed plants of course.



anyway i love bjork , cause shes is a complete artist to me, its so difficult to find musicians that try to express their souls in what they make. Bjork makes an incredible fusion of voice, sounds, images and soul. im so comming right now, i do feel like having sex.

i know ill soon die.
i know ill die without you,
without me.
i know my brain is not working anymore.
not hungry, not thirsty, not even wishing to.

right now, ill take to the moon.
and ask it, if im allow to stay there
cause my dead needs a real place to be.

i wish i could die with you,
but you are never here.
thats why im going to the moon alone,
to be ,forever a yellow fish.

by nanasong